JourneyToPrimordialSpirit865

Recently doom metal band Esoteric choosed me to make for them artwork for the new cover.
I decided to help for them as music in this kind it's like my roots..and still I feel sentiment to this worlds,as they played very important role in my healing and turned me deeper into facing my darkness..into my depths..instead of avoiding this - how we are usually taught by religions and society.Being brainwashed by them we often try blindly to get to light going in direction of light and never not experiencing another 90% of our mind,being afraid what is unknown and calling this evil.This institutions by this separation successfully was keeping most of people out of their true potential by a loong time.We are so blessed to live in this times when we all are awakening to the truth!
When I was in art school and I was listening to music in this kind I was releasing demons of my past through creating them on the paper.And working for Esoteric in certain point I had to go back again to this times for yet more healing,also they inspired me to return to some old ways of working, and ideas, to developing them further with my new awareness..
I knew that this whole experience is in excellent order and that there is much more into it..that there is something more for me to learn..
now I see that this came for me as a good reminder in perfect time..as I started then to go some new agy..being interested only in the light side and in all what is blissful and divine and forgetting some about the dark side and in some ways separating it from the divine.
At first I got lyrics to the new album and I was already changing my mind,looking on this with judgement..that there is a lot about pain and being lost, while I want to look only on beautiful visions now.But later I saw that I came from the same place and that there is more healing for me to do and that this music itself is a great healer.Day later I got music and I let for sound to flow through me and I was in such an ave by this what this music made with me!
Was so great for me again to experience this energies and to go to this wildness!!to awaken the beast within!this was awakening of the divine.
And this music was transcending all the pain and I found there so much of infinite beauty!
It is really metal going beyond borders of this genre and huge force there is hidden to creative use..
This all put me back to the flow and I get extremely inspired and excited to work with this energies.
As I had only very little of time on doing this illustrations I really felt that I only barely began to picture this music.
And in every music there is so huge potential..if we are only willing to explore..deeper,without afraid and in trust..with help of sound diving in our depths.
In the darkness we are finding a great shining light and we have a great power to heal and transform.
It was very beneficial collaboration for me and I am grateful for that!During this work I reconnected deeper with my spirit of ram and again I started to express my spirit more freely and without a fear.
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